It hurts... it truly hurts. But what can i do? It's your choice. You have your mind set and your thoughts. Somehow they're so different from what normally people has. So special that i'm still considering what should i do with you. 

NO doubt i really love you. You're so sweet, so kind, so cute, so funny and most of all... you have the warmth that i always seek for... 

If i go with you, would it be the last or just the beginning? Something that i dare not ask nor think about because it hurts...

You're Loved Already

The survival was hard for the pass 6 months... I didn't pass tho. Thinking back it was quite a great training.

After the rough game, i realise that to love her it's not easy. I couldn't act that i love her. All i can is to watch after her and do whatever she needs and offer all that i can. Sounds like drama but it is like that. She already has a boyfriend whom she loved so much. Even though they are having problems but they have very strong love in each other. What could i do?

If i could choose... I would choose to be normal. I know, normal is normal and not interesting but i don't think my relationship is going the right way.

I've changed and that's the best present i got from You, thank you, Lord!!

05-08-2011 =) I Still Love You, Pretty One =)

Addictive Vs Dedicative

It always feel right to be in love especially when you already know that the right person showed up. But don't you ever feel that being alone is much better too? This is why you might miss the right one out and let the wrong one occupy you. How do you know if that's the right one? Ask yourself and listen to the voice inside you. You'll eventually know if that's the right one. He/She may not be walking with you to the very end but at least it's right for that moment.

You can be addicted to love but you must dedicate yourself to love. It's never to late to let go unless you think it's not worth letting go. When he/she sacrifice so much for you and yet you still think that appearance is worth more than everything then you're a very stingy and lousy person! Appearance is important but it's never more important than the heart and feeling the both of you share. When you can conquer that appearance are something temporary then you're on the right track and ready to move one. Don't let anything tiny cloud the both of you. Even the lousiest past can be a horrible disaster but it's already a past tense. Don't mention unless you think it's going to bring effects in the relationship.

There was once i loved a person but i still love. Why? Because i know it's right and it's correct. There is nothing wrong about the appearance. No one is such person even i myself can be a lil naive in times. I'm not ready to let go YET! But one day, whether or not, will be the right one, we'll see...

Dedicate

If you're a huge fan of Zac Efron, you will defnitely love this very post! I'm dedicating this to all my friends that - love is indeed not a game so if you're holding onto one make sure it is tight and if you felt it loose on one side start to let it go and don't even think of looking back.

Then, when i was still thinking that am i always flirting with people too much, i began to think that i really do. My friends always say i flirt and seduce but that's not true.. It's just my way of communicating. Perhaps i do sometimes... (look at that on the below! sweet!)

But isn't that just human nature? May be it's just my own nature because i'm lacking of that. I should say i'm cursed from love. Duh... But for one thing., i always believe in love even though it's not blessed...

A truth

Truth hurts but truth makes me stronger. The moment i know that it is not meant to be mine i am so just devastated but at the same time i managed to make myself as strong too. I won't feel that bad until i get total reject so what's wrong with me?

I just love to have a new lil brother again. I never found that a little care would result in a true confront so... *smile* We were playing Taboo and he is just so good with his father. Lots of common stuff~

Miracle of Love

I found this 2 very interesting. They are a miracle living in this so real world... If i would ever have love, i will hold on to it very tight and let nothing slips through my fingers. 


I already ponder to your heart but you never let me in. I wished i could have felt the love easier. I know i don't have all the qualities to let you fall for me but... who will in this world fall for me? No one will... i will still love myself for everything! Miracle., please work on me. I pray...