It hurts... it truly hurts. But what can i do? It's your choice. You have your mind set and your thoughts. Somehow they're so different from what normally people has. So special that i'm still considering what should i do with you. 

NO doubt i really love you. You're so sweet, so kind, so cute, so funny and most of all... you have the warmth that i always seek for... 

If i go with you, would it be the last or just the beginning? Something that i dare not ask nor think about because it hurts...