It's been such a long long time i haven't update my blog. Well, i finally faced the major problem of my life. Love and love more...
I have no choices and alternatives to choose from. Physically i'm very healthy and good but it's not just that i want. The physical that suits me is all i want. This physical is not giving me the confidence in finding love and approaching. If i ever want a normal life i need not have the differences between normal guy.
Then, inside of me containing to much of those stuff which guys don't need to have but i have most of it. Getting ready for everything, preparing being neat and taking good care of self. I just wish i'm not that discipline...
Lord, If things were to be different isn't it much better? Why can't I live the normal guy life and stay normal? I have to ask for more but a normal guy life one day.


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